February 2012
I feel like I'm wasting my time liking you.
A strong couple is when they fight and argue, but...
I feel like crap.
Sometimes, I feel like nobody cares about me. It feels like everyone secretly hates me for no certain reason. I feel like a useless, unwanted, unimportant person sometimes. I just hate it. I wish those feelings doesn’t exist.
I love how you make me a better person..
You’re so important to me, I don’t want to do a single wrong, I don’t want to give you any reason whatsoever to look down on me or be disappointed. Knowing that we have such a bright future together, I won’t allow myself to slack off, I try so much harder in school knowing it will only add to our future hapinness. You inspire me for the better, I’m so thankful knowing you’re in my life.
My insecurities are constantly holding me back and...
Invisible Tears
All this saddness is bottled up in me. I can feel my eyes begin to water, but I can’t seem to cry. Darkness and despair is all I could feel. The only thing you could see through my facial expression is a slight smile. But what am I really feeling inside? Behind that faint smile is a million tears strolling down the sides of my face. Yet, I manage to make it seem as if I were okay; Happy, even. I’m...
My best friend's problems are my problems.
I want a legit guy best friend.
Not one that low key has a thing for me and becomes my friend just to make me fall for him. I want a guy best friend that’ll treat me like his baby sister. You know, be protective over me and the guy I’m going out with, someone I can tell every little thing to, someone I can beat up, someone that’ll help me with my relationship as I can too. I’d love to have a guy best friend. All the fun, without...
I lied .
I’m not okay. I’m nothing close to okay. I’m hurting inside yet I still manage to smile everyday. I lied, I’m not over you. You’re on my mind most of the time. I always sit there wondering if I ever cross your mind. But you know what I know you don’t think about me as much as I do. I probably never cross through your mind. I wish everything I do didn’t remind me of you. It’s painful hiding your...
Every race in Hawai'i has a stereotype. Every...
DAMN STRAIGHT
(via anelababyy)
It’s sad how most people still don’t understand and everywhere I go, I still hear these racist jokes here and there.
After being disappointed so many times, you start...
I can't comprehend.
I don’t understand why I should try to catch your attention, when giving you MY attention isn’t enough for anyone. My existence doesn’t mean anything, no one appreciates my existence. I don’t understand why I should fight for my existence to be known in your eyes. Nothing is ever enough for anyone. I shouldn’t try anymore.